I think this is my space
My private space
I dont think anyone has found me
I'm not sure if anyone wants to
It's good
Erotic
Here I touch on things
And I dont think anyone is watching
Are you?
Friday, December 22, 2006
Thursday, December 21, 2006
Monday, December 18, 2006
Fearless living?
That's a joke!
Everything we are and do and become
is manipulated
by the fears we have
and the fears we've overcome
and the fear that are so deeply planted
that they paralyze us
so what am i afraid of?
making it worse than it already is
loss
success
heights
Stranger things then most I guess
I don't fear pain
Not the physical kind
I guess not even the emotional kind
I know it to well
Sometimes, it's a bitch
Some times it is a comfort
Because it is familiar
I don't fear the unknown
Or the unseen
Why bother fearing things that you cant control anyway
But i fear the loss of love
And i fear rejection
And i fear success
And the responsibility it brings
And sometimes i just fear movement
'cause i get comfortable
and I'd rater watch than participate
But not often
And if i can look at it just for a moment
i can try not to fear
try to live
and hope my heart doesn't break
again today
Sunday, December 17, 2006
Wednesday, December 13, 2006
breathless
and then beauty enters your world
you are moved
beyond any words
First you thought it was your heart that stopped
but your heart is full
it's bursting
it's not your heart at all
no, your heart hasn't stopped
the world has
your whole world is in pause
as you gaze your eyes on the most wonderful creation
you try to focus, to really see
the room spins
you hear no one
you see no one
just you and the wonder that moves you to this point
where the world around you ceases to exist
and it is you
and this
and it is stirring and incredible
When the outside world breaks back in
And reality is back again
you play it cool
ya, okay,
very nice
they wouldn't understand how felt
how you feel
in the presence of creation
you are moved
beyond any words
First you thought it was your heart that stopped
but your heart is full
it's bursting
it's not your heart at all
no, your heart hasn't stopped
the world has
your whole world is in pause
as you gaze your eyes on the most wonderful creation
you try to focus, to really see
the room spins
you hear no one
you see no one
just you and the wonder that moves you to this point
where the world around you ceases to exist
and it is you
and this
and it is stirring and incredible
When the outside world breaks back in
And reality is back again
you play it cool
ya, okay,
very nice
they wouldn't understand how felt
how you feel
in the presence of creation
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
Poster child for risky behaviour
I'm in a mood
a sexual mood
a sensual mood
a sexual mood
a sensual mood
I'll dress in black today
the shirt will be low
too low
the jeans tight
the jeans tight
too tight
the heals high
the heals high
too high
never too low, too tight or too high
not for this mood
not today
I'll go places I shouldn't
I shouldn't go in dressed like this
totally inappropriate
heads will turn
people will talk
I'll in walk with my head up
Shoulders back
Hair tossing
lips moist
and red
No, I won't walk
Ill slink
Ill stalk
Ill look to pray on some innocent
Some unsuspecting fool
Ill slink
Ill stalk
Ill look to pray on some innocent
Some unsuspecting fool
To wrap in my spell
To be trapped in my web of lust
and then i'll abandon them
uninterested
To be trapped in my web of lust
and then i'll abandon them
uninterested
I'll still be virtuous-- what's the harm in seduction?
What harm is there?
to
bring
some
one
to
that
point
?
Now
Having devoured the pray
Now victorious
and very very satisfied
and very very satisfied
I leave
and you'll never forget
that I was here
Labels:
black,
high heals,
lips,
seduction,
sexual,
tight jeans
Monday, December 11, 2006
Sunday, December 10, 2006
Thursday, December 7, 2006
Wednesday, December 6, 2006
If you didnt exsist in the real world
if there was no fear
if you could always say
what you want
what you feel
say what you believe to be real
if you could be yourself
you could live
you could love
and they wouldn't judge you
and they wouldn't stone you
and they couldn't find you
when the time for your ultimate demise had come
what would you say
would you call out injustice
would you break down walls
would you steel a kiss
would you cease to exist
too much honesty
not enough scrutiny
could you live
anonymously?
if you could always say
what you want
what you feel
say what you believe to be real
if you could be yourself
you could live
you could love
and they wouldn't judge you
and they wouldn't stone you
and they couldn't find you
when the time for your ultimate demise had come
what would you say
would you call out injustice
would you break down walls
would you steel a kiss
would you cease to exist
too much honesty
not enough scrutiny
could you live
anonymously?
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