I wait
I want
I long

I could be a spy in the house of love
I choose not to be

but i do not know why

yeah, my sis found my other blog.

and she read the all the truth I wrote about her.

have you evern known an emotional vampire?

Someone who sucks the life out of you.

I deleted the post about her. I had to, for the sake of my father.

But some day, I will write the book, I will tell all and she can take me to court, and i dont care.

Because she if a fucking manipualive bitch. She hates the fact that I am loved. And I have a family outside of her. And at this point I dont even fucking care... except for Grandma.

You see... Grandma made me promise to not fight with my sister... the only thing is she never charged my sister with the same promis.

yep, sucks to be me.

ok... i feel better now... if feel better than james brown