I cant remember it all but I remember a few things
they were all there
all the young people
all around me
i was suppose to be the leader
and then i realized i wasn't
i was just one of them

we went for a drink
the adults
but i didn't drink

and then i came home
and washed the tub
and i was naked
and they came back
they came to the door
and I hid
but only for a little while
because it was beautiful outside
and the sun was shining

so i got dressed
at least i had clothing on when i got there
we sat, all of us, near the ravine that lead to a river
I propped my back up against a tree
too early for it to provide any shade
but the sun felt good on my face

the boats were coming in
one man on a boat was talking about replacing windows
his boat went down the river

and then it happened

there was shade
in a moment
the apple blossom tree bloomed
it bloomed over my head
it bloomed all around me
i was now it its shadow
and although i noticed it was cooler
i didnt seem to mind
because it was so fragrant
the canopy of white and pink and lil' red specks
and the sun barely passed through the leaves
but when it did
it sparkeled on my skin

and I looked up
and looked out from under
and i said to a faceless colleague
please take my picture
it happened so fast
capture it for me please
for this too may pass

take may picture so i can remember
capture this moment forever
freeze me here
its too beautiful and too mercaulius

and it was
because i awoke to my waiting world
and isnt spring
not here
not yet
but last night
i dreamed
and the tree was in color
and everything else was black and white
and i never dream in color
except for last night