Tuesday, March 25, 2008

come
rest you head
lay down a while
let me hold you
let me make it all right
let me give you the things they couldn't
they cant
forget your day
in my arms
forget fear
right here
don't let the world in now
it will be there tomorrow
for now
just lay here awhile
feel at home
Why should I even bother to speak

So what if I say what I feel

You turn my words against me

You act like they are knives and spears and bullets

But they are only my words

My worlds about me and how I perceive things

Don't you get it

Its not about you

It never was

I am selfish

I am egotistical

It is all about me

always

but I wont bother to tell you

because in your mind, it was never about me,

it was always all about you

Saturday, March 1, 2008

My dreams seem to make it all clear

My dreams iluminate the situation

Sexual tension

That is what I want

I want to feel the anticipation again

I want to resist you

And then give into us

its gone forever

how can I go on